January 13, 2012
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Burn.
What happens to each flame made that used to burn in your heart, each person who ever ignited you, but now has become a diminished, wax dripped candle?Does your heart remained scarred, only half there, forever injured?
The bits scorched off turn into ashes, sprinkled away, after the fires have drenched your heart over and over...
But what if one flame remains a tiny match harbored within a single chamber, never resolved or given the chance to fully ignite? They say that love is like oxygen when you meet the right person. That match must be strong enough to last that long, waiting for that oxygen to breath it life, to breath it to life.
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Two hearts once met, by chanced coincidence, or at least what we like to term "chance" during the novelty chase, and sought to uncover the other. But they never quite got there. With each notch the burner increased a bit, only to become ensnared by time.
So they secretly roam, search, pull, tug, shout, embrace, yearn, hurt over each other. I guess that's where the pain comes from in heartbreak, the scorching and healing then peeling of the scab. And through it all, you can only burn by yourself.
They reveled in the other, and sought comfort in smiles, in letters, in imagined kisses, but finally gave up to time. A little match was unable to keep them aflame, only enough to once in a while burn a little bit.
You ever feel like that, that a flame that had once started in your heart never had the chance to completely engulf it?
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Recently, all I've really been doing are applications for jobs/schools, and a few shoots here and there.
I bought bleakhouse by charles dickens for one class, and from my previous experience with Dickens, I might get bored really quickly. Especially since it's ~1000 pages long.
JOYJOYJOYJOY
Well I thoguht this song was fitting for the entry
the flame- black keys
omg black keys is so freakin good
I'm at Banres and Nobles right now and there's a guy who looks SO MUCH like Dan Auerbach ....
Comments (23)
Who flamed Logel Labbit?
@CaKaLusa - Why, Jessica Wabbit!
I've felt like that before..;(
yes, but sh*t happens. so I just move on.
v--
Each person that was a piece of my heart I remove, stab, and then incinerate. Bastards.
Never read you before not listened to the BLACK FLAMES but now I am a fan of both..you and the Black Flames! Thanks!!!
I just say burn baby burn after they leave me
good luck on your voyage
The black keys are dope and so is this entry. I think you titled it appropriately. Burn.
What once was there in flame, whether tiny or large, is now just a burn mark... a scar. Which reminds us of what happened, what was once there, and what is there now. Sure a tiny spark could still remain, but underneath that tough patch of scar tissue... it would be tough to ignite as the layers of scar grow thicker and thicker.
Me, I'm an optimist, and I always like to think on the positive end... that like you said, with just the right amount of oxygen, it can breathe life once again...
wait are you in school or did you finish in dec? either way good luck on the apps.
Heart is a muscle, the more you use it the stronger it gets. So as Usher would say, let it burn.
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WE GONNA KICK IT MORE.
lol at barnes and noble huh.... i hope you dont spill your drink and make the manager clean it up again
@Hinase - must be painful = and just... makes you not able to let go for a bit, mind's stuck on it
@dpdork - good! find a new match/flame hehe
@ShimmerBodyCream - :X they probably deserved it!
@GrimRpr000 - :D i'm glad you like both!!! It really does make me happy. Black keys are so good
@TexasTidbits - til they become fumesss
@BenelliMan - hehe thank you =]
@hizzoMYnizzo - =] thank you, really
I do think that in cases where we wish for that flame to be reignited or given life, we should remain optimistic. But when trying to move on, it's dangerous to hold both a spark and a flame ><
@sonychak - haha not yet! I go back in late jan. Thank you sonlay!
@Dayrab - I really , really like that
@fLiPgUy31O - you know what we haven't said in a while..
DXLR
@AldXShadow - HAHAHAHA omg -.-
@Victoriamisu - HOLY SHIT FORREAL!
I love you. That's all I have to say about this blog entry.
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gotta let it burn, no point in letting it stay lit if its already only a kindle doe. and if it just flickrs, thers not enough oxygen.
@Victoriamisu - It does but luckily, the feeling goes away after a time.
=)
V- I like your presentation here, both the words and the music. And yes, I have felt that flame, the one that longs for oxygen and fuel to become fire, for without one of the others it never can. Take care.
I still need to find the answer to your first question; I'm working on it right now but I hope it heals. Flames may never fully go away, but I think if that person was bad for you, your mind knows better and will extinguish that last burning ember.
@suuperstar - i like this answer
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