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  • Long lost Skeleton (ring) + Zara Jacket

     

    why hello!

    Did not know making gifs was so easy

     my awesome little long lost skeleton ring that fell out of my pocket of a jacket I dug up in our little storage area in my house :D  

       

     

    Zara Jacket. So diggin the collar 

    on the site it's

    but thankfully it looks much better in person than it does online /webcam quality poo.

    **TO CLARIFY, IT DOES LOOK LIKE 100TIMES BETTER IN PERSON. 

    favorite jacket? Yea, f'real.heart

    I'm lucky 

    Hopefully i'll snap some better, full lenght pictures of it soon ...not with my webcam haha

     

    Next up, before I post anymore about my studding porject mentioned in my previous post, I'm going to show you parts of my room =] 

    although it hasn't changed much physically since I posted the christmas lights, it's what went in behind it that makes it so warming 

      

    back to writing about Lancelot and how he and Guinevere ruined Camelot. OMGSH TENYSSON WHY MUST YOU WRITE SO MUCH.

     I wonder what would hav ehappened if Lancelot were allowed to take the holy grail...then he wouldn't have slept with guinevere, or have had been sleeping with her and continue to for like 40 years. But al that aside, I wonder what he would have done/what his name would become

    SOMEONE WANT TO TALK TO ME ABOUT LANCELOT?!

     

  • Post LSAT Studding (DIY)

    *DIY= Do It Yourself. I've gotten some questions about what that meant and wanted to make it clear that it has nothinggg to do with DUI's!!

     

     

    *I forgot to add, I'd change one slight thing to this: *EVEN IF YOU MAY BELIEVE THAT* to the world....etc

    inspirational cards errwurr around my room. My favorite :)

     

    I've had the most excellent past three days, even though I've had a minimal amount of sleep and an irregular sleep schedule. I've finished most essays due for next week, I just have four more and then I will be done for that week. Had my moments of destress :)

     

    I finally took my LSAT's this weekend! Almost passed out the entire time.  My parents aren't too happy with this decision but whatevssss. 

    So now, to calm down from the hectic pace of the weekend and about a sum mation of 4-5 hours of sleep for 3 nights, I have begun my DIY project that I"ve been wanting to start for about a year, but never got around to actually doing it. 

    I got these studs  

    you can buy these types or the iron on ones! But since I"ve never actually used an iron for clothing, I dind't want to burn my studs or clothes. harhar

    And have had this dress for a few years now, but never really liked to wear it. I got it because I knew it'd come in hand some day, it's a dark navy blue t-shirt dress that I got for 5 dollars 

     

    (the cam quality on the laptop isn't that great!)

    as you can see it really is just a plain blue t-shirt dress. Needed tonsss of accessorizing 

     (in case you're wondering why I look frazzled and my whatnot, it's because I sort of am haha >.< I'm going to take the longest freaking nap... and then get up and work for hours on my essays) 

         

    one side is studded, the other isn't. I was going to take a plain picture but I forgot to before I started on this!

    shouldaaa

    I made it a lot bigger since I took this picture, so it's more visible in the front.

    I've also studded my boots that but the pictures for those will have to wait! I used red studs instead of these granite, gunmetal colored studs. 

    Studding leather is much harder. Withthis soft thin cotton cloth I could just softly press the studs through and that'd be it. But with the leather I had to make holes slowly with a knife and force the prongs through, trying not to tear the leather 

    THe shoulders I'm thinking will be asymmetrical, i've beenp retty obsessed with asymmetrical print recently. well, not just print, patterns 

    Got the coolest skirt some months ago at Reddz consignment store when I went with my friend brooke. Almost picaso esque

    pictures of both boots and dress when i'm done!

     

    Hope you've all had a good first few days of December :) I'm really glad it hasn't gotten under 50's here yet, I don't want to freeze my butt off = maybe not until February...

     

    I know everyone hopes for snow, but I just... not yet =[ Going through summer withdrawal hahaah

     

     

     

  • I scribbled on my arm

     

     Iposted this song some time ago, but I can't stop listening. Go to around 3:25 ish, I always skip there and blast it in the car

    The Weeknd -Glass Tables

    (Thank you to Roland for introducing me to this song!) 

    I, like most students, have a hard time paying attention in class, especially the longer ones. I was about to say that my attention span has greatly shortened but it has always been the same haha

    The class material is easy, but given the time crunch and overwhelming load of essays, I often find myself skipping on reading and investing time in writing, the need to chillax, and some type of fashion.  

    so in class I use my dexterity not to take useful notes that might save my future but to doodle...on my arm. However, when I set my arm on my notebook, it does look as if I'm taking notes sometimes! 

    I wish I had taken a picture of each thing I drew on my left arm, but here are just a few   

    (Just been informed a TA may be reading this, I PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS. But I also draw :D )

    It doesn't take too long for each drawing, though, usually 5-10 minutes, so it doesn't waste enough time... so after a while, I go back and color everything in haha

    I'm thinking of seriously getting something done... or perhaps just henna.

    Audislave- Like  a Stone

    Ahhhh pre-college days!

     

    Just the way you are -Bruno Mars

    So much better than the original, now that the radio has killed the original!

    How can you beat those lyrics?

    Now back to comparing Titus and Hamlet. Who feigned madness better, and at which point did the idea come to them? SO MUCH 

    SO MUCHHHHHESSS 

     

     

  • Glasses... FINALLY!!! O_O

     

    Ever since my rare strand of pink eye (EKC) incident that scarred my cornea, apparently permanently, I have not been able to wear contacts. When I did, my eyes dried up after an hour or so and would not return to normal for a day or two. I had a pair of glasses but they are from sixth grade and the prescription was a bit off.

    SO I finally got glasses! (Thank goodness for insurance... otherwise it would have ended costing me 350 dollars >

    woke up that day, and was excited to finally get glasses! New prescription and frames that weren't warped. 

    YEA I'm seriously excited because I can now SEE without my contacts!!! I'm hoping the scars will heal soon, my eyes would not stay open during the eye exam for my prescription and she said that the scars have not yet gotten any better. SO. I'm going to wait half a year and go back and check and hope that in that time frame I do not have another pink eye bout. 

    Pre glasses haha

     

     

    Thennn with my glasses + pink sweater because it got so much colder at night 

     

     

    Hoping to wear them often now especially since they dont fall off my face (finally!)

     

     

    Ok now check out oye glam's bracelet Sarah made for me!

    Click

     

    hereeee

     

    for more pics, or here =]

     

     

     

  • Thanks Giving

    On Thursday, Thanksgiving, my family and I went to Great Falls VA to take a hike. The weather was astounding for once!

    Skipped on Black Friday shopping, after fresh year of college, my first trial and major error, I will never again participate in that activity...unless the interweb has tons of good stuff to offer :)  

     

    Great Falls VA for Thanksgiving =] The water sped down stream so quickly 

    it was quite mesmerizing 

     

    my brother, that's my shirt from a homeless walkathon in high school. He had holes all over his pants and someone said he looked homeless haha HAHA

    the hole to my right! Figuring out whether or not I should just jump, hug the rock and pull myself over, and get off the rock and step on to something else to get to the hole.

    :D

    forget what i did, but eventually i got in haha

     

     

    we trekked down really close to the rapids, to the left of my dad is where the current changes direction, we stared at it for a good 10 minutes

    before i went down, my mom wouldn't let me because I was wearing keds, I didn't bring back any real sneakers/shoes so I wore my 4 year old keds

    I gave her SO MANY LEAVES 

    I forgot my knife so my dad pulled one out of his pocket ha

    mini rainboww

    Those are the maryland people! the little specks on the rock

    cooleset fallen tree

    pewpew

     

      

      

    VICTORIAn Red 

     

    :)

    Some kinda fish, steak, turkey, some cheese/beans/potato thing, corn, salad, chicken/shrimp/peanut dish, gravy, wine+cider  

    everyone was red

     

    I expected my family to just sit around and be mad at each other as usual this year. But, thankfully, we participated in a family activity during which all were in a good mood. I was constantly scared that something woudl trigger someone to explode into a rage, but that didn't happen on Thanksgiving 

     I could start a list of things I'm thankful for, but I'll just say, Too much to be thankful for, the good and the bad, trials and tribulations, and for opportunities for me to better myself. 

     Now back to my 3 essays due on Monday argghh

     

     

    *********************IF ANYONE IS SUPER KNOWLEDGEABLE OR INTERESTED IN WIFE OF BATH'S TALE/PROLOGUE, OR LANVAL PLEASE LET ME KNOW

     

  • Yoda in Line Space

    I attended a lecture by Dr. Petrou (i'm definitely going to try to get in to one of his classes!) on Sherlock Holmes today (which was held in a recital hall...in the middle of tawes, the English building. i've always wondered why there's a recital hall in the middle of Tawes...)

    It was quite amusing, I've never been to a lecture that had anything to do with an English literature topic, they've only been on computer science or biotechnology. This was a great change. He spoke of his book, in which he discuses the great friendship between the wise, witty, grandly overachieving Sherlock and his sort of fumbling bumbling idiot (in comparison) companion Watson. There was a QA session which made me feel so entirely inadequate from the literature community only because I realized how much some people indulge themselves in literature- it's their entire life. It's not just the classics/regulars that you and I know, like Shakespeare, Tolstoy, Shelly, Chopin, etc. They understand the text so well that they this information becomes a deeper understanding of the author, so many authors at that

    However, even though I was greatly captivated for the most part, my mind started to wander off and I started thinking about dimensions. We're taught to and can only visually perceive up to 3 dimensions. And because of this fact that we adhere to, we automatically perceive the world as 3dimensional.

    Say for example, you are sitting right in front of a speaker at the podium. Behind him, you know its behind him because it is not obstructing his body or face, is a wooden paneled wall. Beneath him is an entire surface of wooden flooring. But how do you know for sure it  is 3 dimensional? 

    Without going in to the discussion of superstring theories, or contemplating the existence of his sixth dimension and comparing him to something like the calabi yau manifold, then studying the vibrations given off, we tend to just simply understand that it is in fact three dimensional and that there is an x, y, z coordinate system bounding his movement and structural make up. So if we relinquish this hold on our brains, and see with our abstract ability instead of manipulating what is seen through our visual sensory into something we are taught, perhaps we can break down exactly what it is that makes it seem three dimenstional- the characteristics of 3d.

    I started looking at the lines, the angles at which they fell. When artists draw a box, the angles of the side always fall slanted downward, or upward depending on which direction you're looking at it. There's on indicator. The floor, however, was a bit harder. There were lines going every which way, that the only source I relied on was the light and the shadows cast upon it. But what of the backgronud? How are we aware of how far away it is?

    Lines

    we measure the diagonals, never the straight lines. 

    It's as if we're constricted by lines, they make up our boundaries not just in physical composition but where we can go. It's as if we are inclined to draw a line, to figure out constrictions based on lines... 

     

    *manifold= something that resembles a euclidean space... a single line would be an example in the 1st dimension

      

    OK I dont know if I'll ever finish that thought, so here's a picture of my awesome yoda shirt my bro gave me some good years ago. He didn't exactly buy it, he found it and I was like you fit in this...? he said no and told dme i could have it   :D

     

    yeaaaaa

     

    I'm noticed an intense shift in my desires, I used to want to write so much that it hurt (While i was in bioengineering). Now, I have a desire to go explore mathematics... and write, but more so explore.

    It was a line drawn not by myself which constricted me to one study so now, without letting them know, i'm breaking it

     

     And for those of you who haven't seen my last entry, check out Oye Glam's new site here, and check out my blog for more descriptions 

  • Oye Glam Photoshoot End Results!

     

    I mentioned and posted a few pictures of the preview to the Oye Glam photoshoot in some posts before, inlcuding here 

    It's finally up!

    oyeglam.bigcartel.com

    Check out thisss for more pics and info ;)

    Dont forget to check out Dana's (Artaya) site on bigcartel as well! here 

     

    Some preview pics on/not on website

     

     

     

    enjoy shopping!

     

     

    And for your auditory pleasures...

    Frank Sinatra, Fly me to the moon 

    one of my absolute favorites

     

  • Outfit Post: Garters and Thigh Highs round 2

     

    Seriously been wearing thigh highs and garters a lot this fall, I really like playing around with different tights and colored knee highs! 
    Last one I posted was this one 

    After that I decided to wear polka dotted sheer tights and maroon thigh highs.

    What I'm wearing: 
    White flowy top: H&M
    Brown bag: thrift
    Scarf: Asos
    Black legging shorts ("biker shorts) from I forget
    Double leather wrap watch: thrift
    Double finger ring: Forever21 (I think?) 

      

    For more pictures  : click heah  or right hereee

    SOOO IF YOU WANT MORE FASHION/are even interested in that stuff :P ... click that "click heah" for my blogspot because that's where I'll be posting more/most of my fashion things,though I'll post like one or two pics here from time to time or if I post something there. 

    These pics were actually taken october 27th but i never got around to posting them. 

               

     

    Autumn has been coming in nicely, though we did have that one bizarre snow event the Saturday before Halloween. I know a lot of you around the world are used to it but we never get snow that early here! It's actually been pleasant and warmer in the previous years.

    I'm considering getting into decorating my room more. I have Christmas lights and wall decorations, and faux (but gorgeous) peacock flowers around the dorm room but it feels so bare.

    I feel like a broken record, a silent one more so, when I say that the white walls do nothing but stare and resound each doubt and paranoid thought I have. they rebound it back to me and amplify them

     

    I realized recently, while skimming through my xanga, that I must soundn like a pessimist. I assure you, I'm not, it's just for some reason easier to write about the things that plague. Perhaps it's the sense of purging that is so pleasing, as I had talked about in my dream posts... the ones that had me caught up for months wondering where I conjured such images of gore when I've never seen them.

    and death. 

     

    I guess part of the reason why I write it down is becuase it fascinates me, and intrigues me when it's my own.

    But sometimes I'll go into some fictional, forbidden, devastated love prose that I for some reason feel like writing out. Perhaps it's spurned by real events, past events, or some hypothesis of incidents in my mind (you'll never know HEEHEEH >:D hah jk). Nevertheless they are rather downers, but I like to explore... 

    And whe n Ilaunch into some description on some Shakespeare character, such as Lavinia becoming some type of canvas upon which literaryt texts are scripted, how her rape, defilement and marred senses, I like to draw out how they suffer and what happens to those around them.

    Perhaps it's to search for resolution, for strength, to higlight that through suffering there are many who endure it quite well and hold on to some sort of faith (whatever your religion is, or belief).

       

    but i ramble a lot, and created a niche of some sort here. I dont know if I'll actually go through with the name change I had entertained in my mind earlier, it won't seem the same...seems silly to say but 

     

    hm.

     

    Such  a short composition but beautiful... soft and meldious with hints of melancholy and bittersweet tears

     

    UGH WHY ISNT THE LINK WORKING!!! it's supposed to be ELlie Badge from Up...such a good song!

      

  • Photoshoot Oye Glam more previews! Woohoo

     (ugh I wish there was a button under the font color button that said "default", so that I dont have to go through and fix the html after I stupidly highlight and change the font to black -.-) 

    I have not been able to find a rap album that I actually like since forever ago, probably since lil wayne's carter 2. 

    Actually, probably since Nas' earlier albums

    But here comes Wale! He had some good stuff before, but yay an album that I can listen through and not go "...ugh wtf is this..." like Eminem's "Stan," which I absolutely hated. Well, I'll say MOST, since some of the songs I like purely for the rhthym, flow, since the lyrics are horrendous. Pretty good instrumentals on those though!

    So, first and foremost, Lotus Flower bomb, one of the songs I've repeated and hope not to kill (though that seems bleak...since it's now on the radio -.- UGHH WHY)

     

    flower bomb can i blow up on your mind, this is not no sandra bull but you're potion 9

    lovee it. I'm going to listen to it right now and avoid the radio at all costs so I don't prematurely kill this song for my earsss =[

    anddd this one:

     

    So... why allthe hype!!! Well, Wale's from DC! And though I identify myself as being from DC, or specifically DMV area to out of towners, I was not born/raised there, and aside from frequenting the museums like a little dork or modeling/fashion events, I dont really go in to DC.

    Ok Anyways,   

    I've gotten more pics from myphotoshoot with Oye Glam, and I have a few more preview pictures from photograher Konjo Kalonji   

    i believe, aside from the black and white, unedited

    But here are a few!

      vintage blouse, and yellow bow tie by Oye Glam 

    >Shoulder chain by Oye Glam

     

    Nekclace by Oye Glam

    more to come soon hopefullyyyy :)

     now time to eat my entire bag of kit kats omgshasdk

    nomnomnom

     


  • Halloween Costume of amalgamated characters

    HMMM didn't realize there was a halloween costume contest!
    @roadlesstaken
    @TheTheologiansCafe
    @cestovatelka
    @sasgal

     

    EEEKK!! HALLOWEEENNN CANDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

     

       

     

     

    Originally was going to be: 

     

    But thennnn I decided if I were to be tomb raider, I'd want to go all out. no tights! And I'd have to get those holster things she wears...and toy guns. and a white top instead of black. Actually, black might work!

     

    So I decided to be a hybrid of something. I'm not exactly sure what i was, but i was thinking cat woman, little red riding hood, supah heroo sooo i kinda threw stuff together haha :D

     

    For much, much muchhh more pics and description of the entire hallowen night,

     

    click here! 


     

    Friend Fabulous brooke kao as prince :)

     

     

    yees, @coolmonkey, i do like the catwoman tights! :D

     

     

     

    !!